MY JESUS IS ALIVE AND HE IS GOOD!
I broke my toe and for the last 5 days or so I've been hobbling along with crutches. Even the slightest bump on my toe would bring terrible pain. Earlier today Jesse just tapped it and it brought such bad pain I had to take 3 Ibuprofen. I've had it wrapped, iced, elevated. It's been green, and swollen.
My friend Anthony called me, he was sharing testimonies of encountering angels and how he found a gem. We did a little impartation to each other over the phone and then I asked Him to pray for my toe. (This whole time we're on the phone I have my foot wrapped and I'm standing with my crutches). He saw my dad laying his hands on my foot. So I took off my wrap and got off my crutches. My dad put his hand on my foot and Anthony said a simple prayer. My dad lifted his hand and suddenly we heard a pop. It wasn't painful, my foot just made that sound. And I was able to stand. I walked all throughout the house. Jumped. And all the pain was gone! I pulled on my toe that just hours early would hurt if it was just bumped. I wiggled it. My toe was healed!
If you're reading this and you need healing, you're getting it right now. Receive it! His presence is gonna fill the room you're in. If you want to, put your hand on your body and declare healing.
Micah
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Change and People
It has been an interesting year. Full of upheaval and homelessness and change. Some of those changes have been really obvious: selling our house and moving halfway across the country for example. Some of those changes have been a lot more subtle.
I've been really challenged to rethink people: how I relate to them and how God wants me to relate to them. I'm not a people person and I haven't been for a long time, to the point that I have felt like I could be completely self sufficient without friends or any thing else. That sounds pretty harsh. And you know, I've never felt like I should apologize for that. But in the last six months God has really been speaking to me about how prideful I am, and about how much that self sufficiency is a mask for crippling fear. I don't care what anyone thinks of me, and that is a good thing.
But people mean something. They mean something to my Father. And yeah, people are difficult. They aren't easy. Friendships aren't easy. If they are, there's something wrong I think. Conflict and challenge are neccesary. Without them we are all wallowing around in shallow water with each other. People hurt (themselves and you). They won't ever understand you perfectly. You will never understand them perfectly. But that's what's beautiful. We see in part but God sees in full. And what you have of God is something I have no comprehension of. By denying people, I'm denying my God. I will only ever have a partial picture of him. I will always be limited to what I can understand, to what I can hear. I will be missing out on the countless revelations of who He is through someone else. I'm only hurting myself. And yeah, I'm making myself pursue people because it's no longer natural for me to do it. But God's working with me. He never intended for me to be alone.
It's freeing to no longer rely on other people's opinions and to have confidence in who I am in Christ. But it's also a defense carried to an extreme. I'm safe behind my wall, completely unaccessable and unavailable and unassailable. It's cold isolation. And I'm tired of it. I want more of God and I've only allowed him to show parts of himself to me because of my pride. I can only be endlessly grateful for God's intense mercy and grace in my life. I would have given up on me a long time ago. I'm thankful for the humbling work of the Spirit of Truth and Revelation. And I need more. It's an incredibly painful thing to have God show you truthfully what you look like. And it's not easy to let him show you. I can only lay myself at his feet and receive his incredible love through discipline. It hurts. But it's a neccesary hurt. And I want to embrace it fully.
I'm thankful for all of you who are reading this. You've meant a lot to me and my family and I love you guys. Thank you for loving me inspite of myself. And for revealing new and different aspects of who God is to me.
Leah
P.S. Just for the heck of it, here are a couple videos of two of the boys new songs! Check it out and let them know what you think!
I've been really challenged to rethink people: how I relate to them and how God wants me to relate to them. I'm not a people person and I haven't been for a long time, to the point that I have felt like I could be completely self sufficient without friends or any thing else. That sounds pretty harsh. And you know, I've never felt like I should apologize for that. But in the last six months God has really been speaking to me about how prideful I am, and about how much that self sufficiency is a mask for crippling fear. I don't care what anyone thinks of me, and that is a good thing.
But people mean something. They mean something to my Father. And yeah, people are difficult. They aren't easy. Friendships aren't easy. If they are, there's something wrong I think. Conflict and challenge are neccesary. Without them we are all wallowing around in shallow water with each other. People hurt (themselves and you). They won't ever understand you perfectly. You will never understand them perfectly. But that's what's beautiful. We see in part but God sees in full. And what you have of God is something I have no comprehension of. By denying people, I'm denying my God. I will only ever have a partial picture of him. I will always be limited to what I can understand, to what I can hear. I will be missing out on the countless revelations of who He is through someone else. I'm only hurting myself. And yeah, I'm making myself pursue people because it's no longer natural for me to do it. But God's working with me. He never intended for me to be alone.
It's freeing to no longer rely on other people's opinions and to have confidence in who I am in Christ. But it's also a defense carried to an extreme. I'm safe behind my wall, completely unaccessable and unavailable and unassailable. It's cold isolation. And I'm tired of it. I want more of God and I've only allowed him to show parts of himself to me because of my pride. I can only be endlessly grateful for God's intense mercy and grace in my life. I would have given up on me a long time ago. I'm thankful for the humbling work of the Spirit of Truth and Revelation. And I need more. It's an incredibly painful thing to have God show you truthfully what you look like. And it's not easy to let him show you. I can only lay myself at his feet and receive his incredible love through discipline. It hurts. But it's a neccesary hurt. And I want to embrace it fully.
I'm thankful for all of you who are reading this. You've meant a lot to me and my family and I love you guys. Thank you for loving me inspite of myself. And for revealing new and different aspects of who God is to me.
Leah
P.S. Just for the heck of it, here are a couple videos of two of the boys new songs! Check it out and let them know what you think!
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Supernatural (thoughts by Jesse)
There is nothing natural about being born again. There is nothing natural about being a child of God. It's supernatural. Everything about it goes against the nature we are born into. Everything about it wages war against the natural man. You can't be a child of God and be normal, by the world's standards. You can try, but, if you are born again, you won't succeed. The Christian life is a supernatural life by nature. It's abnormal to the world. Normal to God obviously. But definitely not normal to the world. It's offensive to the world. If you are born again, if you are a child of God, you will offend people. It's a given. Because the Gospel is by nature offensive to the world, offensive to the natural man. It requires us to die to ourselves, to our efforts, to our abilities. And that's offensive. I'm not saying that you should go out and try to offend people. I'm just saying that it will happen, because it's a part of the Christian life.
And what is the Christian life? It's not a changed life, or a rearranged life; it's an exchanged life: our life for His. It's not us living for Christ; it's Christ living through us. It's not about religion, conversion, principles, doctrines, whatever. It's a lifestyle. We are literally born again. Our lives start at birth, right? Well, so it is with rebirth. Our lives begin again. And that's supernatural. When something is supernatural it is "attributed to some force beyond scientific understanding or the laws of nature," as the dictionary on my Mac states it. Being born again definitely goes beyond the laws of nature, don't you think? It's like a dog becoming a cat, or vice versa, depending on whether you're a dog or a cat person. We go from the first Adam to the last. We literally take on a new nature when we are born again. The old nature, the Adam nature, the nature that compels us to sin, is done away with and the nature of Christ takes its place. Actually, that transference took place a long time ago, over two thousand years ago, when Christ died and rose again. Talk about supernatural! And when we are born again we receive what has already been done, what has already been paid for.
In May, when we first arrived in Ohio, Micah and I were worshipping together at a friend's house, spontaneously singing whatever plopped into our spirits, as we like to do. Micah started singing "highly unusual, highly unusual" over and over again. Later, he sang on a different chord progression, "highly unusual, supernatural God." Yes, God is highly unusual and supernatural. He's not, as we would like to think, normal, comfortable or natural. He supersedes the natural. And He forces us outside of our comfort zones. Being born again forces us outside of our comfort zones. It makes what was once comfortable uncomfortable. But where do we go from there? Too often we fall into traps of comfort, or at least I do. We move from one place with God to the next and stop there until it becomes comfortable, instead of moving on and up to higher places of relationship with the Lord.
Comfort produces stagnation, lukewarmness. And that's not something I want. I want to grow. I want to be pulled and prodded and yanked into all sorts of new places and experiences. I want a kick to my spirit every time I start to drag. And that takes people. It takes the Bride, the Body of Christ. That's why we need each other. We are Jesus to each other, different aspects of Him, different lines in the same poem. We need each other to grow, to move, to enter the uncomfortable, the unusual, the supernatural. And the supernatural is where we belong.
- Jesse
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Thoughts on Family
Here are some things I've been thinking about on church family. Meaning the body of Christ. I'd love to hear what your thoughts are on it.
It seems it should be a no brainer that God's all about relationship. But we're hit with an anti relationship society in our western culture . We live in a culture that devalues marriage, family, and even just pure covenant relationships with people. It mocks and discourages having a pure brotherly and sisterly relationship with the opposite sex. And has no understanding of an intimate relationship like David and Jonathan. Our culture also has rampant fatherlessness. So with all that in mind we tend to carry that carnal mindedness into the way we function in the body of Christ. Unintended.
A very true statement my Dad said is that we can look at the way people relate with others, or look at the depth of their relationships, to determine how they relate to God and how deep their relationship is with Him. If people say they're in deep relationship with God, or have intimacy with him, yet have very shallow relationships with people, then it's safe to say they probably aren't as close to the Papa as they say. If you're shallow and casual with God, you'll be shallow and casual with His kids. Even when there are deep one's in relationship with the father and others, they may commonly be persecuted because they don't line up with the rest of the peoples value system. While God values relationship and love, with Him and others, the world and many in the body of Christ value positions, talents (or gifts) and externals. God looks at the heart.
God's all about relationship, His government doesn't function like the earthly system's government. It functions as a family, all the way through.
Family means "a group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.• a group of people related (or relating) to one another by blood or marriage." That's interesting. We have His blood, so we're all His kids and we are all His bride cuz we're married to Him.
We should really look at how we are relating to one another and how we value one another. Do we value people for what they do and what they have or do we value them for who they are. . . Sons of God.
I'd love to have some things added to the conversation.
I'll end this post with a couple Bill Johnson quotes to chew on . . .
"In the world you perform for identity so that you can be accepted. But in the kingdom, you are just accepted and that is your identity and out of that comes your performance."
"Insecure people fill their lives with business to drown out the cry of the orphan spirit."
Your brother Micah
It seems it should be a no brainer that God's all about relationship. But we're hit with an anti relationship society in our western culture . We live in a culture that devalues marriage, family, and even just pure covenant relationships with people. It mocks and discourages having a pure brotherly and sisterly relationship with the opposite sex. And has no understanding of an intimate relationship like David and Jonathan. Our culture also has rampant fatherlessness. So with all that in mind we tend to carry that carnal mindedness into the way we function in the body of Christ. Unintended.
A very true statement my Dad said is that we can look at the way people relate with others, or look at the depth of their relationships, to determine how they relate to God and how deep their relationship is with Him. If people say they're in deep relationship with God, or have intimacy with him, yet have very shallow relationships with people, then it's safe to say they probably aren't as close to the Papa as they say. If you're shallow and casual with God, you'll be shallow and casual with His kids. Even when there are deep one's in relationship with the father and others, they may commonly be persecuted because they don't line up with the rest of the peoples value system. While God values relationship and love, with Him and others, the world and many in the body of Christ value positions, talents (or gifts) and externals. God looks at the heart.
God's all about relationship, His government doesn't function like the earthly system's government. It functions as a family, all the way through.
Family means "a group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.• a group of people related (or relating) to one another by blood or marriage." That's interesting. We have His blood, so we're all His kids and we are all His bride cuz we're married to Him.
We should really look at how we are relating to one another and how we value one another. Do we value people for what they do and what they have or do we value them for who they are. . . Sons of God.
I'd love to have some things added to the conversation.
I'll end this post with a couple Bill Johnson quotes to chew on . . .
"In the world you perform for identity so that you can be accepted. But in the kingdom, you are just accepted and that is your identity and out of that comes your performance."
"Insecure people fill their lives with business to drown out the cry of the orphan spirit."
Your brother Micah
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Written by Ethan on October 7th-8th
Hey everybody this is Ethan!
The other day me and my brother Stephen got drunk in the Holy Spirit. Yesterday was my dad's Birthday. We prayed for him and I got words and visions, so then I wanted to pray for everyone else. So then they prayed for me and then we prayed for Stephen. Stephen has always wanted to be a slapping ministry person. The word I got was "Stephen, you are a slapping ministry." The last person we prayed for was my mom. We prayed for her for over a half hour. Then my dad, Micah, Stephen and I started to laugh. Stephen started rolling on the ground laughing and my dad and Micah were jumping up and down. Then I fell off the couch and started rolling on the floor with Stephen. Stephen and I were like that for an hour. That night showed me that I used to be scared about saying things out loud and laughing out loud, but now I'm not scared to say things out loud and laugh out loud. God showed me that I can do things and it doesn't matter if people are looking at me or not. God has been showing me a lot of words and visions. When we were praying for Micah the first vision that I got was a lion walking on his head and roaring.
We've been having these meetings on Friday nights and ever since this one Friday night I've been having visions and words non stop. I hope it will be like this every single day. God has been telling me that it doesn't matter if you're a little kid or a big kid. You can be a kid and get just as many words and visions as grown ups do. Some people say "You're a kid and you won't get visions like us; when you grow up you will be like us." But that is wrong. You can be a kid and you can be more mature then a grown up. And you don't have to be a set thing. You don't have to be an evangelist, a pastor, or an apostle to be special. You are special. Every single one of you is special. You don't have to preach to be special. And if you haven't received the gift of tongues it doesn't matter. Don't think that the people that can speak in tongues are more special then you. And it doesn't matter who prays for you or who doesn't. Because the same God that is in you is in everybody. And when you are praying for someone if you get the stupidest thing come to your mind don't be afraid to say it; it might be stupid to you but it is probably something big to the people that you are praying for. And don't be afraid to pray out loud. Because the Bible says "Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." (Matthew 12:34)
One of my favorite stories in the Bible is the story of when Jesus got baptized by John the baptist. Matthew chapter 3. I have this children's Bible; it is called "The Jesus Storybook Bible." Another sad but favorite story is the story when Jesus was crucified. Matthew chapter 27. Another one is when Jesus was risen from the dead. And you better believe it, he did!! That one is Matthew chapter 28.
God can move with you in the weirdest ways. He can move through you with animals and pictures and books. When you pray for people and say a word to them out loud you might think that word is stupid but really, really it is not stupid. If something has happened to you don't blame it on God; it is usually the little speck named the enemy. Some people have a big devil and a little God but that is wrong; it is the other way around. Everyone should have a big God and a little devil. Some people think the devil is stronger than God but he is not. Picture this, a scrawny geek and a ripped athlete and who is the scrawny geek and who is the ripped athlete? God is the athlete! , and the devil is the scrawny geek.
We have a new sister!!! and her name is Shauna. She moved in with us on September 30th. She is so great. She almost laughs every second.
Just today, Rob, Becca and Serenity Mcpherson came over. First Becca and Serenity. We prayed for Becca and then when Rob got here we prayed for him. I started laughing and rolling on the ground again. That was another experience. Serenity is 3 and she is a little star. They are so great. Tomorrow is our Friday night meeting. Who knows how it will go? It will probably be really good.
God bless!
Ethan signing out.
The other day me and my brother Stephen got drunk in the Holy Spirit. Yesterday was my dad's Birthday. We prayed for him and I got words and visions, so then I wanted to pray for everyone else. So then they prayed for me and then we prayed for Stephen. Stephen has always wanted to be a slapping ministry person. The word I got was "Stephen, you are a slapping ministry." The last person we prayed for was my mom. We prayed for her for over a half hour. Then my dad, Micah, Stephen and I started to laugh. Stephen started rolling on the ground laughing and my dad and Micah were jumping up and down. Then I fell off the couch and started rolling on the floor with Stephen. Stephen and I were like that for an hour. That night showed me that I used to be scared about saying things out loud and laughing out loud, but now I'm not scared to say things out loud and laugh out loud. God showed me that I can do things and it doesn't matter if people are looking at me or not. God has been showing me a lot of words and visions. When we were praying for Micah the first vision that I got was a lion walking on his head and roaring.
We've been having these meetings on Friday nights and ever since this one Friday night I've been having visions and words non stop. I hope it will be like this every single day. God has been telling me that it doesn't matter if you're a little kid or a big kid. You can be a kid and get just as many words and visions as grown ups do. Some people say "You're a kid and you won't get visions like us; when you grow up you will be like us." But that is wrong. You can be a kid and you can be more mature then a grown up. And you don't have to be a set thing. You don't have to be an evangelist, a pastor, or an apostle to be special. You are special. Every single one of you is special. You don't have to preach to be special. And if you haven't received the gift of tongues it doesn't matter. Don't think that the people that can speak in tongues are more special then you. And it doesn't matter who prays for you or who doesn't. Because the same God that is in you is in everybody. And when you are praying for someone if you get the stupidest thing come to your mind don't be afraid to say it; it might be stupid to you but it is probably something big to the people that you are praying for. And don't be afraid to pray out loud. Because the Bible says "Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." (Matthew 12:34)
One of my favorite stories in the Bible is the story of when Jesus got baptized by John the baptist. Matthew chapter 3. I have this children's Bible; it is called "The Jesus Storybook Bible." Another sad but favorite story is the story when Jesus was crucified. Matthew chapter 27. Another one is when Jesus was risen from the dead. And you better believe it, he did!! That one is Matthew chapter 28.
God can move with you in the weirdest ways. He can move through you with animals and pictures and books. When you pray for people and say a word to them out loud you might think that word is stupid but really, really it is not stupid. If something has happened to you don't blame it on God; it is usually the little speck named the enemy. Some people have a big devil and a little God but that is wrong; it is the other way around. Everyone should have a big God and a little devil. Some people think the devil is stronger than God but he is not. Picture this, a scrawny geek and a ripped athlete and who is the scrawny geek and who is the ripped athlete? God is the athlete! , and the devil is the scrawny geek.
We have a new sister!!! and her name is Shauna. She moved in with us on September 30th. She is so great. She almost laughs every second.
Just today, Rob, Becca and Serenity Mcpherson came over. First Becca and Serenity. We prayed for Becca and then when Rob got here we prayed for him. I started laughing and rolling on the ground again. That was another experience. Serenity is 3 and she is a little star. They are so great. Tomorrow is our Friday night meeting. Who knows how it will go? It will probably be really good.
God bless!
Ethan signing out.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Update from Duke and Shauna
Hi everyone. This is D-love Duke reporting from the promise land in Springfield Ohio.
Much is happening! The Spirit of the Lord is moving and many lives are being touched and changed by His love. We have been so busy not only with things of the Lord but practical things as well (doing much needed repairs and projects on the house and apartment).
Rob and Micah
We have been attending revival meetings at Riversong, a Church down the road from us on Limestone street. The Lord is igniting His people. These meetings have been going for 15 weeks and there appears to be no end in sight. We have been meeting 4 nights per week and it is breaking out into the city.
Serenity (Rob and Becca's daughter) and Micah
We have opened our home to friday night gatherings. Wow! This is it! The Lord is assembling a core of radical people, on fire and passionate for Jesus. Two of the people, who are both co-laborers and leaders, are Rob and Becca Mcpherson . Rob is a descendant of Aimie Semple Mcpherson and he is packing with the anointing. So is Becca. We simply give our meetings over to the Holy Spirit and everyone jumps in, actively participating as one. I Cor. 14:26 is applied and as a result, people are growing in their gifts and callings. Last friday our God did some unusual things; As Jesse and Micah led in worship, together we flowed in Eph 5: 18-21 and Col. 3:16. Toward the end, in unison we were singing what felt like a bar song, but we weren't getting drunk with wine. While we were praying for one of the young people, the Holy Spirit made it so clear to Maureen and I, and then everyone else, that we were to open our home for her to live with us! We now have a new daughter, Shauna. Just in the last couple of months, the Lord has done a great work in her! Delivered from depression! Filled with the Holy Spirit! Flowing in the prophetic! Empathic intercession! Last week praying in the Spirit for the first time and now with with both barrels blazing. She is an awesome young lady, called and anointed of God. She has a fatherless broken past but now she is a part of our family. And I couldn't be more proud. It's destiny! She fits so well. During this time of change and transition, your prayers for Shauna are so needed.
Leah and Becca
I sensed from the Holy Spirit, that it would be good for Shauna to share from her heart. So, here's Shauna!
Love D-love Bro Duke
Duke drumming on the streets
God is so good. 4 months ago the person and the way I was living was completely opposite from the way I'm living now and I've never been happier. I wasn't walking in faith at all; I was filled with anger, hate and believed and had convinced myself that Jesus hated me. I felt that if He loved me I wouldn't be going through the things I was but I had forgot all about the enemy and how he can side track you from the love of the Lord. I had lost a best friend to a sudden death, and had never felt or dealt with that type of pain and for a year I was in a deep dark depression. I found myself lost in so much pain. I also had a lot of family issues I was dealing with and had always been dealing with, so many secrets to keep and hide. I felt it was me and this insane world head to head; I was alone and hated everyone around me because of the pain I was dealing with.
Shauna and Ethan on her birthday
My mother had been attending church and revival meetings. She had been trying countless times to have me attend but I just kept blowing her off. I wasn't too excited about what she was talking about because I was also dealing with forgiveness problems I had with her and some of the choices she had made in the past. Me and my mother are very close and I love her with all my heart but I've learned that the people who you love the most and who are the closest to you can also hurt you the most. It was the end of August and I had been having a hard time with depression because August of last year was when I had lost my friend so it was all coming back to mind. It was around 4 in the evening and I had been crying all day long and had locked myself in my room and laying in the middle of the floor, asking God why He wouldn't take away the pain and I was carrying on blaming Him for all the pain I was feeling. My mom was getting ready for revival and had knocked on the door and asked me if I would like to go with her. I yelled at her "NO" then a couple seconds after I had said no I had changed my mind and began to get ready for my first night of "REVIVAL!" As soon as I walked in the church I felt such a relief and so many weights lifted off my chest before service started. I was sitting alone looking around and out of nowhere this man came up to me and asked "who are you?" and I replied "I don't know" and he told me "YOU'RE A CHILD OF GOD AND MY PAPA LOVES YOU," and that was the day I met Duke and the family.
The first time I talked to Duke I was so open and felt like I knew him all my life and I could tell he had the Holy Spirit all over him and in him. That night at the end of the service Duke and his family asked me if they could pray for me and I said sure not knowing that would be the night my life as I knew it would be changed. As they all laid hands on me and prayed in the Spirit I began to feel funny like I had butterflies, like something I've never felt before. As they continued to pray for me everything they were saying was dead on, as if they knew me for years! That night while praying I had let out a scream and when I had let that scream out everything that I was dealing with had left: all the sadness, all the depression, the anger. Everything that was bringing me down had left my body and the love from the Lord had entered. That same night I felt a love from the Level family, a love I did not understand because I had never met a family like theirs, a family with so much love and understanding, so much talent, so much peace and the Lord's love all over each and every one of them. I had always prayed for a family like them; I just thought it would be too good to be true for a girl like me, a girl from a broken home, a girl with secret , a girl who wasn't walking in faith with the Lord, a girl who thought Jesus didn't love her. I thought that I wasn't good enough to have a family like this; it just wasn't what I was supposed to have but I was wrong, VERY wrong. Jesus doesn't intend for us too go through horrible things; that's not in His plan, and one thing I always tell myself when things get bad is "GOD WILL NEVER GIVE US TOO MUCH TO BARE." I've seen a lot and had to go through a lot but with His love and the grace of God I made it through.
Leah, Shauna and Chloe
I am so thankful for the Level family , Papa Duke , Mama Level , Leah , Jesse , Micah , Stephen , Chloe , and little Ethan [ I LOOOOOVEEE YOOUUUUUU ALLL ! ] ; thank you so much for bringing me into your home and family and loving me and excepting me for who I am and letting me know Papa loves me. I'm so thankful for you all. And Jesus thank you for being a never ending loving father and forgiving me for all my sins and never leaving my side. Thank you for bringing the people in my life to me and shining your love through them on to me. I LOVE YOU PAPA.
Shauna
Much is happening! The Spirit of the Lord is moving and many lives are being touched and changed by His love. We have been so busy not only with things of the Lord but practical things as well (doing much needed repairs and projects on the house and apartment).
We have been attending revival meetings at Riversong, a Church down the road from us on Limestone street. The Lord is igniting His people. These meetings have been going for 15 weeks and there appears to be no end in sight. We have been meeting 4 nights per week and it is breaking out into the city.
We have opened our home to friday night gatherings. Wow! This is it! The Lord is assembling a core of radical people, on fire and passionate for Jesus. Two of the people, who are both co-laborers and leaders, are Rob and Becca Mcpherson . Rob is a descendant of Aimie Semple Mcpherson and he is packing with the anointing. So is Becca. We simply give our meetings over to the Holy Spirit and everyone jumps in, actively participating as one. I Cor. 14:26 is applied and as a result, people are growing in their gifts and callings. Last friday our God did some unusual things; As Jesse and Micah led in worship, together we flowed in Eph 5: 18-21 and Col. 3:16. Toward the end, in unison we were singing what felt like a bar song, but we weren't getting drunk with wine. While we were praying for one of the young people, the Holy Spirit made it so clear to Maureen and I, and then everyone else, that we were to open our home for her to live with us! We now have a new daughter, Shauna. Just in the last couple of months, the Lord has done a great work in her! Delivered from depression! Filled with the Holy Spirit! Flowing in the prophetic! Empathic intercession! Last week praying in the Spirit for the first time and now with with both barrels blazing. She is an awesome young lady, called and anointed of God. She has a fatherless broken past but now she is a part of our family. And I couldn't be more proud. It's destiny! She fits so well. During this time of change and transition, your prayers for Shauna are so needed.
I sensed from the Holy Spirit, that it would be good for Shauna to share from her heart. So, here's Shauna!
Love D-love Bro Duke
God is so good. 4 months ago the person and the way I was living was completely opposite from the way I'm living now and I've never been happier. I wasn't walking in faith at all; I was filled with anger, hate and believed and had convinced myself that Jesus hated me. I felt that if He loved me I wouldn't be going through the things I was but I had forgot all about the enemy and how he can side track you from the love of the Lord. I had lost a best friend to a sudden death, and had never felt or dealt with that type of pain and for a year I was in a deep dark depression. I found myself lost in so much pain. I also had a lot of family issues I was dealing with and had always been dealing with, so many secrets to keep and hide. I felt it was me and this insane world head to head; I was alone and hated everyone around me because of the pain I was dealing with.
My mother had been attending church and revival meetings. She had been trying countless times to have me attend but I just kept blowing her off. I wasn't too excited about what she was talking about because I was also dealing with forgiveness problems I had with her and some of the choices she had made in the past. Me and my mother are very close and I love her with all my heart but I've learned that the people who you love the most and who are the closest to you can also hurt you the most. It was the end of August and I had been having a hard time with depression because August of last year was when I had lost my friend so it was all coming back to mind. It was around 4 in the evening and I had been crying all day long and had locked myself in my room and laying in the middle of the floor, asking God why He wouldn't take away the pain and I was carrying on blaming Him for all the pain I was feeling. My mom was getting ready for revival and had knocked on the door and asked me if I would like to go with her. I yelled at her "NO" then a couple seconds after I had said no I had changed my mind and began to get ready for my first night of "REVIVAL!" As soon as I walked in the church I felt such a relief and so many weights lifted off my chest before service started. I was sitting alone looking around and out of nowhere this man came up to me and asked "who are you?" and I replied "I don't know" and he told me "YOU'RE A CHILD OF GOD AND MY PAPA LOVES YOU," and that was the day I met Duke and the family.
The first time I talked to Duke I was so open and felt like I knew him all my life and I could tell he had the Holy Spirit all over him and in him. That night at the end of the service Duke and his family asked me if they could pray for me and I said sure not knowing that would be the night my life as I knew it would be changed. As they all laid hands on me and prayed in the Spirit I began to feel funny like I had butterflies, like something I've never felt before. As they continued to pray for me everything they were saying was dead on, as if they knew me for years! That night while praying I had let out a scream and when I had let that scream out everything that I was dealing with had left: all the sadness, all the depression, the anger. Everything that was bringing me down had left my body and the love from the Lord had entered. That same night I felt a love from the Level family, a love I did not understand because I had never met a family like theirs, a family with so much love and understanding, so much talent, so much peace and the Lord's love all over each and every one of them. I had always prayed for a family like them; I just thought it would be too good to be true for a girl like me, a girl from a broken home, a girl with secret , a girl who wasn't walking in faith with the Lord, a girl who thought Jesus didn't love her. I thought that I wasn't good enough to have a family like this; it just wasn't what I was supposed to have but I was wrong, VERY wrong. Jesus doesn't intend for us too go through horrible things; that's not in His plan, and one thing I always tell myself when things get bad is "GOD WILL NEVER GIVE US TOO MUCH TO BARE." I've seen a lot and had to go through a lot but with His love and the grace of God I made it through.
I am so thankful for the Level family , Papa Duke , Mama Level , Leah , Jesse , Micah , Stephen , Chloe , and little Ethan [ I LOOOOOVEEE YOOUUUUUU ALLL ! ] ; thank you so much for bringing me into your home and family and loving me and excepting me for who I am and letting me know Papa loves me. I'm so thankful for you all. And Jesus thank you for being a never ending loving father and forgiving me for all my sins and never leaving my side. Thank you for bringing the people in my life to me and shining your love through them on to me. I LOVE YOU PAPA.
Shauna
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Pictures!
Hey everyone!
These are a few pictures of our apartment. We have been so blessed with it. It's amazing. God is so good! I will hopefully be adding another picture post sometime this week. Keep an eye out for more!
Much love,
Leah
Still need to do some electrical work
Stephen and Micah playing Risk
Micah trying to figure what's wrong with our AC
Me at the main house on my birthday
More Risk!
These are a few pictures of our apartment. We have been so blessed with it. It's amazing. God is so good! I will hopefully be adding another picture post sometime this week. Keep an eye out for more!
Much love,
Leah
Still need to do some electrical work
Stephen and Micah playing Risk
Micah trying to figure what's wrong with our AC
Me at the main house on my birthday
More Risk!
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